AWESOMENESS- all worked up

Skipped a beat, still upbeat

became short  by six feet

can't think straight, can't concentrate

the kind of mind confusion, which only liqueur can liquidate

is this making of my vicious Freudian unconscious?

or was i from starting hapless?

Ah, i feel so jobless

can't quit thinking of that awesomeness

thoughts race from north to south,
can't cure this madness bout
some reason i feel so elated,
i believe the reason is not that overrated

a long big smile, happy expression
this  a sweet emotion,
Still i feel considerable trepidation,
will the cruel fate have reservations?

laugh and giggles i hear out loud,
can't subside that disturbing thought,
will this temporal thought eventually evanesce,
or will it yield to the awesomeness.

is icon the awesomeness,
or  am I reverie induced and stuporous
either way its  splendiferous
fell lucky to have awesomeness

don't know about the unknown
don't know how the things will turn out
don't know  brutal destiny's next merchandise
but i know one thing- i'm enjoying this bout.